It’s one of those nights where I just burst out crying in front of my laptop after hearing a particular song…
It gets tiring, pretending that there’s nothing wrong, that it’s getting better. It is not getting better, my heart hurts, and I’m still waiting for the day that it won’t anymore.
Fuck you for fucking me up. You don’t deserve me and these tears. I swear one day, you’ll realize how much you fucked me over and you’ll be begging at my feet for forgiveness.