i’ve been having thoughts of killing my sister lately. she’s the most annoying piece of shit that walked the earth. even though she’s younger than me, she acts like she’s better. she criticizes my everyday about my weight, my hair, my clothing, my makeup, my grades, my friends and my boyfriend, and the fact that i don’t have a job yet. i’m going to be seventeen this year and she turned fifteen in february this year. i can’t be the person i want to be because my sister will call me a fake and tell everyone that i’m just trying to “be cool”. i want to cut my hair and change my clothes style but i know she’ll just make a huge deal about it. my parents love her more than me and they’ve told me that she’s a better person and it’s ruining my life. i hate waking up to her face everyday. i’m starting to hate my parents more and more for ever even conceiving her. i feel like i’d be a better person if my little sister wasn’t around anymore. i’ve started smoking, drinking! , failing classes, and sneaking around because i feel like my parents will never really care what i do in life. it’s all about her.
You know when things like this happen, you don’t wallow in self-pity, you help yourself and prove those people wrong.
(Source: blogsecret)
10:54 am • 5 September 2011
